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Songs from Number 18

by Mark Bosley

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The Rats 05:49
Oh, we are servile Oh, we are imbecile Squabbling over the crumbs Beneath the captain's table Life's a smash and grab For those of us who are able Fighting my brother to the death For the scraps that are left Tumbling in the dark I will win 'cause I am strong They say that we don't know Who the enemies are We say that they are wrong We are the rats they'll lull to sleep With clubs and drugs and Fleet Street I've got to get ahead I've got to stand my ground Under the weight of these others The ship is going down The ship is going down
2.
Golden One 03:15
Golden one I will see you today You are bound like me To this place The days are good I' m here with you I dream of your voice And love that is new Then one day I cannot recall You pierced my center You connected with the core Where I am love And the need to be loved And nothing more I spend my days Sweating in Love's fist Gagging on these feelings That mustn't be expressed Because you are in love With someone else You belong To someone else
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If there is a hell My generation is on the way In a stolen car Speeding down the motorway If there is a hell Then it's right here on my council estate We've got everything you need Everything is for sale And it's all man made They say that greed is good And if you have nothing then you are nothing And here it is Welcome to the modern world
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Sun stabs through my window Room is bleeding with light God may or may not be in his heaven But something is definitely not right I've bawled and toothed and learned to talk I'm the survivor of many a dark day I've still got no fillings and no points on my license But I lost something on the way There's a crack in the sun today This perfect day was sent just to mock me It's merely a surface that conceals a wound Should I risk the cold to pluck you from safety? Cut those precious lines some time soon? Like a thief I would steal you from where you are bound With promises and love I would have you betray If I knew I could lead you safely to harbour I want to jump but I don't know which way There's a crack in the sun today I'm no prophet I can't tell the future I'm a stranger in your Eden Merely an observer Somewhere I had crossed an invisible line Gatecrashed a honeymoon that was not mine With no wedding present in my shaking hands to offer And with no Heaven guaranteed to be better I should make myself a stone of indifference A fearful chasm where beauty falls An arrow poised to kill the cancer A thin white ghost outside it all For this fairy tale needs a finer prince And it's no fairy tale anyway It's not quite a sermon but it's nearly a fable The old men nod their heads and say 'There's a crack in the sun today'
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Getting rained on on a Tuesday afternoon On my way to the dole queue I stop and look in the shops They are full of shiny things And I stop And I dream a dream or two The shopkeeper breathes a heavy sigh The world of work has passed me by When you have nothing You think there is nothing they can take away from you But I don't believe it's true Beause it's when you have nothing But a lonely little room And you have lost your right to consume That you realize that what you've got is you And this blank new day to shape anew I look around me And no one's got any self-esteem Everyone looks like they're already done in Just 'cause you've got nothing You shouldn't lie face down in the dirt You should work out how you can win If this is a rich man's world Where are all the rich men? If this is a rich man's world How come there's so few rich men?
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Instrumental
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You've got your heroes Pinned to your wall And you know that you can't touch them You can't touch them at all They look so high up And you don't feel so very tall Even thinking of them Makes you fear to fall How did they get from here to there? Tell me Then I might hitch a ride To the other side of the picture I'd feel safer I'd feel much happier inside Can you imagine Eldritch Doing a paper round Wishing he was in the Stooges Or the Velvet Underground? We're talking of a world A long, long way from you You can only stand in row Z And admire the view How did they get from here to there? Tell me Then I might hitch a ride To the other side of the picture I'd feel safer I'd feel much happier inside It's a world to which you listen Not one you live in You never get closer than your speakers Or you television They're talking, laughing, telling lies Maybe you could too Give up your day job Get a stupid hair cut You're just a voyeur Why don't you join the queue? You've got your heroes Or maybe they've got you Maybe you've got each other To hold on to You spot each other in a crowd Before the strangers swell and shift And the world flicks her cigarette And smashes us to bits How did they get from here to there? Tell me Then I might hitch a ride To the other side of the picture I'd feel safer I'd feel much happier inside
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Performed by Mark Bosley Engineered by Mike Turner Produced and mixed by Mark Bosley and Mike Turner at TOG Studio, Ewelme, 2002. Words and music Mark Bosley (c) Mark Bosley 2002 (p) Mark Bosley 2002
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I am the other You are not like me I am the stranger I am under siege From behind the glass I see you smile And pout your poison That'll turn me to a child You know I'm inferior You know I'm weak You speak a language I cannot speak Or the words are wrong When I do And the songs I sing They never reach you You'd give yourself to anyone Except for me I am the alien Staring in the street Words would only slither Stillborn from my mouth Dead things Unable to get the poison out
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He's got legs like liquorice He's got hair like Neil He's not exactly healthy He's not exactly real Sometimes you'll find him on the conveyor belt Complaining about the cold Complaining about his celibacy Or at least that's what I'm told And he's searching for a life Among records and books A life that always eludes him He calls this goddess his fiance And that goddess his wife Yes, he is possessed by the Brothers Grimm They say that he is mad They say he does not eat enough They say he likes Tom Baker And he misses Brian Clough And he doesn't go out in the day time Except to sign on the dole He thinks men are mostly useless But he likes women on the whole And he's searching for a life That he thinks is all right Although he's not sure that it's out there If he can get more life today Than he had yesterday He still wouldn't be sure That he's getting his share He is mad

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This album was originally self-released in 2002.

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released August 23, 2015

Songs from Number 18 written and performed by Mark Bosley
Produced and mixed by Mark Bosley and Mike Turner, engineered by Mike Turner at The Old Gym Studio, Ewelme, Oxfordshire.
Mastered by Tim Turan at Turan Audio.

Sample loops created by Mike Turner.

Black and white photography by Louise Bosley.
Colour photography by Louise Brown.
Artwork by Ro Turan at Turan Audio.

Thanks to Mum and Dad, Lin and Justin from Passion Play, Louise Bosley, Louise Brown, Dom Stoppani and Reg Berry from the Place Where the Strange Ones Go, everyone at the Skittle Alley, Tim and Ro Turan and Stuart Hoare.

Special thanks to Mike Turner.

Words and music Mark Bosley (c) Mark Bosley 2002 (p) Mark Bosley 2002

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Mark Bosley Oxford, UK

Mark has been playing on the Oxford scene and beyond since 1989. He loves the Beatles, the Sisters of Mercy, Richard Thompson and a whole lot more. When Nightshift Magazine dubbed him “the Master of Misery”, he was overjoyed. The current band line-up also features Pete Lock on vocals and percussion, Robin Morris on bass and vocals and long-term partner Eric the Drum Machine on, er, drum noises. ... more

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